EDIT:
Bonus Trouble Sleeping
It's a rough night. I feel incredibly down on myself despite the love and social opportunities I have been receiving lately. I feel hideous, lonely and idiotic. Aided by the memories of comments made years ago by various people who were and are close to me that I will never be able to forget however fleeting and impulsive they may have seemed to the speaker at the time. It's a dreadfully difficult battle. This is a horrible brain disease and I wish every moment of every day that it hadn't come to me.
